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Things have been on my mind recently, slow thoughts and I think I've been feeling sorry for myself. But today I have decided that there's no use in that. I don't want to be someone who complains and looks inwards and blames everyone and everything else. Who only sees the bad. I hope I'm not like that but I want to make sure. There are so many good things around me, I'm trying to pull myself up, wake myself up. And look, some things are out of boxes...